College

This is the second rejection of college, well the second is I'm on the waiting list but still I didn't get it. I don't know what to do actually, little bit empty soul ryt now. I thought I can got in, which is the college I always dreaming of. I feel stupid but what the heck, there's nothing I can do either. I want to cry, I do. But it will waste my tears so why I have to bother it. Maybe its because the rejection has been twice and the second one feels nothing (fyi the first time I knew that I didn't get into the college that I want to be, I cried like... hell) What the hell am I going to do? And the answer is "I don't know yet".